Qingyi-yy

why cant i forget euu?? I really trying hard but I cannot even forget euu for even a minute... My every thinking can even lead to euu, i don noe why.. And because of trying to forget euu, i have been skipping my recesses but i just cant stop myself to take up the phone and msg euu!! I just cant forget euu:( Today when euu gave me back the money, i am totally down.. actually giving euu tis money is to give euu my trust but i really dont noe wat makes euu break wit me.. Im i really that annoying?? If im tis type of person why cant euu tell me?!! I had been trying to change myself to become a better guy but euu didnt give me tis chance to change:( I really hate myself alot, euu can actually make me so down wit only tis short period of time.. really, i didnt cry for a girl in my whole life!! Tis is really not in my usual self... CAn anybody teach me how to forget euu, i really cant take tis anymore!! but tis is the only word i can say fom my heart- i love euu<3