Qingyi-yy

Today, so many ppl told me to forget euu, they said that euu are just playing me from the start.. But why am i not angry and not care about wat euu done to me at all??? Euu were like one which can only control my feelings!!! Everybody gave me advice to forget euu but notink works at all.. After breaking wit euu, i have tis addiction that starts to pester me which is smoking... Euu gave me the encouragement to quit smoking, quit everything that is wrong, be someone that is useful, be someone that is matchable to euu.. And because of your encouragement, i made myself to become another person... I really wish to pick up that cigarette and start smoking but i just cannot do it, i tink euu are the only reason that make me have that thinking to not smoke.. I am really sure that i have not smoke for more than two months.. I still remember once which i was caught by the HSA, euu were angry wit me, and so i vow that i would not touch the cigarette again.. Other den tis, i can really feel that i have changed alot alot.. tis makes me proud of myself:) Euu have no feelings for me anymore, but should i really stop msging euu and thinking of euu, i have idea!!! Every second, i will keep tinking of euu, caring for euu in my heart||| I'm really very lost:(